1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 – “Rejoice evermore. Pray without ceasing. In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.”
It was 15 years yesterday that my Daddy went home to be with the Lord. I had several days leading up to yesterday that were really tough. I cried a lot. But yesterday wasn’t too tough. I kept busy and when the tears threatened, I distracted myself.
But as I laid in bed last night, memories of that day came flooding back – details that one usually forgets, I remembered. But here’s the thing – I saw them as blessings, well…all but one of I’m being honest. Anyway, I was remembering how my mother-in-law and her best friend packed my suitcase because I was in no state to do so myself. By the way, I was never able to get everything back in. I remembered my Aunt meeting me at the gate at the airport, which was not done after 9-11. I remembered my mom’s pastor and his wife picking us up at the airport. I remember the sweet church ladies who brought my mom new dish towels – “no one wants a bunch of people in the house with yucky dish towels”, they said.
Acts of love that during an impossibly hard circumstance made things a bit more tolerable.
Now, you may be asking yourself what these verses have to do with this recall of my day. Paul wrote that we should rejoice and give thanks in all things and pray without ceasing. I’m guessing that means even in the loss of a loved one. I’m guessing that means even 15 years later.
I don’t think the sting of that day will ever go away, but the blessings I see in the memories of that time are sweet. I rejoice in the fact that one day I will see my Daddy in Heaven. I pray that God will give us what we need on a day to day basis to show His love to others just as I was shown. And I am thankful for those who reached out to me in my darkest hour and touched my life in a way that still affects me today.